August 13, 2020

BUDDY HOLLY - 5/5 : It doesn't matter anymore




"It Doesn't Matter Anymore"
Paul Anka 1958年十月寫給 Buddy Holly 的作品, 收錄在1959年一月五日面世的單曲細唱片, B-面 "Raining In My Heart", 兩曲在英美流行樂壇同被受樂迷歡迎; 在歌曲面世不夠一個月, Buddy Holly 因墜機意外罹難。二十五天之後, 二月二十八日, "It Doesn't Matter Anymore" 再收錄在 "The Buddy Holly Story Vol.1" 的專輯當中。



"It Doesn't Matter Anymore" 一篇愛情的遺言:
"Now you go your way baby and I'll go mine
 Now and forever 'till the end of time"

Paul Anka, 時年十八歲, 失去這位視作前輩歌手, 感悲痛之餘, 還自怨這曲目名字和內容隱藏着陰暗的一面; 在 Buddy Holly 的葬禮中又不見他的遺孀 María 出現, 後來才知道, 她從電視報導中得知丈夫的死訉, 當時她懷孕剛兩週, 驚悸與身心受創, 至幾天後引發流產, 因而留在家中, 卧床療養, 不能在葬禮中陪伴夫傍, 送别他長眠黄土下而倍感悲傷。及後, Paul Anka 自悔一曲成讖, 甚為內疚, 决要把這一曲以後的版税收益, 全給予 Buddy 的妻子, 以表關懷。

María Holly 在接受媒界訪問時, 仍自疚泣訴:
"在某種程度上, 我要責備自己, 他離開時我已感不舒服, 又不及時告他已懷孕, 雖然希望能跟他一起, 但是旅程早已安排, 這仍然是錯在自己, 衹要我决意跟隨在他身傍, 深信 Buddy 為了我, 他絕不會乘坐那小型飛機"。

"It Doesn't Matter Anymore"
Buddy Holly (1936-1959)



IT DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE - Buddy Holly
There you go and baby here am I
Well you left me here so I could sit and cry
Well, golly gee what have you done to me
Well I guess it doesn't matter anymore

Do you remember baby, last September
How you held me tight, each and every night
Well oops-a-daisy, how you drove me crazy
But I guess it doesn't matter anymore

There's no use in me a-cryin'
I've done everything and now I'm sick of trying
I've thrown away my nights and wasted all my days over you

Well you go your way and I'll go mine
Now and forever 'till the end of time
I'll find somebody new and baby
We'll say we're through and you won't matter anymore

There's no use in me a-cryin'
I've done everything and now I'm sick of trying
I've thrown away my nights and wasted all my days over you

Now you go your way baby and I'll go mine
Now and forever 'till the end of time
I'll find somebody new and baby
We'll say we're through and you won't matter anymore
You won't matter anymore

COVER VERSIONS:
1959: Johnny Worth, Vince Eage
1961: Wanda Jackson, Mickie Most and His Playboys, The Allisons
1963: Paul Anka, Bobby Vee, Adam Faith, Bobbie Merkt and The Bonnevilles
1954: Freddie and The Dreamers, Sonny James
1965: The Astronauts 
1966: Brendan O'Brien and The Dixies
1967: Skeeter Davis
1969: The Kingtones
1974: Linda Ronstadt
1975: Shirley Eikhard, Don Goodwin
1976: The Bluegrass Alliance, The Rockin' Devils
1977: Mark Williams, Julie Mairs & Chris Stowell, Tracy
1978: Don McLean, Boyce & Kramer, Des O'Conno, R.C. Bannon
1980: The Hollies, Jacky Ward, Alan Pric, The Beach Bullies, Spectrum
1982: The Shadows

It Doesn't Matter Anymore - The Shadows (Live At Abbey Road 1982)
1982: The Carlton Showband
1983: Martin Simpson
1985: Dana
1987: Vince Gill
1988: Daniel O'Donnell
1989: Chris Bailey
1991: Dick Rivers
1993: Danny Gatton
1996: Suzy Bogguss with Dave Edmunds, Connie Francis, Hank Marvin - Guitar
1997: Judith Durham - The Seekers
1998: Flat Duo Jets
1999: Waylon Jennings & The Crickets, Mark Harman, Marco Di Maggio, Mike Berry
2000: Phil Trigwell
2002: Eva Cassidy, Nicky Peck & The Folsom Prison Trio
2003: Carla Rugg, Bobby Fuller Drive, Keld & Hilda, The Ugly Dog Skiffle Combo
2006: Serena Ryder November, Caitlin Murtagh
2007: Zachary Stevenson
2008: Frances Mooney & Fontanna Sunset
2009: Pat DiNizio
2010: Gina Jeffreys
2011: Paul Burch
2013: Sunjay Brayne, Ed Payn
2014: Lauren Dawes
2015: Ricky Norton and The Holly Brothers
2016: Pat Surface
2017: Lorrie Morgan & Pam Tillis
2018: Leapy Lee
2019: Kristin Chenoweth, Dennis Zimmer

DUTCH: "Ik wil alles overdoen" written by Henk van Broekhoven - 1991
FINNISH: "Antaa mennä vaan" written by Vexi Salmi - 1974
              "Jaksan odottaa" written by Pertti Reponen - 1981
FRENCH: "Ne t'embarrasse pas de remords" written by Patrick Loiseau - 2004